Where is my mind

I don't think I can handle all this. Back to work after seven months off. I am losing my ability to do it all and I don't like it. House chores falling behind and I am so tired. Hubby is being a patient man as usual, but I'm not. I need to work to make the college payments, but everything else seems to be falling apart. Not enough time for ANYTHING. Annie is standing here as black hole seems to be swallowing  me up. How in Gods name did I work three jobs two years ago? I have no idea. Hoping a very powerful spank night will help me put things back into perspective and calm me down. Now where can we fit that in? Hope your week is better.  Hugs Annie